Being boyless is a long story

I met Erick 3 yrs ago when he was 13, a cummon project sort of bound a good friendship. I'm sure all that time he knew that to me it meant a lot more then friendship. He knew of my attraction towards him. The project was all done, he made a mistake, took the car and damaged it, he got cought. That car was inspected and appraised by the insurace and I had no choice but to get it fixed properly, Erick was deemed guilty and sentenced to work as a payoff the debt. He then beleived that some intimacy would solve it all. He's 16 no prob here for me, but, I can't change a court sentence. So I see him, when he does what he needs to do, we don't talk anymore, I'm not even sure if I'd like the situation to be resolved. He's not the boy I used to know and love, not anymore. I still love him, but right now he means troubles, I've had enough of that in the past. I'll pass, I'm trying to quit please. SB