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Hi chimpo, "It's the not knowing that hurts and scares me so much." and "his mom called, not him." It seems so familiar. As if it were just yesterday my love went away, or which ever phrase one chooses to describe it. And I can't help but wonder how many times you have been trought this? Must be quite the few. How on earth you haven't given up? You're quite a fighter. I have, I think. Given up. I don't really expect anyone I love ever to love me back. Or that I could love those who love me the same way back, which is at times even sadder. I try to make do with thoughts like "trying my best" and "unconditional love"... heh Perhaps it's just the three words that make all hope live again. *shrug* Dragonist... |