What do you do if?

What do you do when life is over? When you're too old for anyone to find you sexually interesting? When your diet no longer lets you eat foods you enjoy? When you no longer find any interest in watching TV or listening to music alone, but those close to you don't like to watch TV or listen to music with you? What do you do when you know that the things you used to enjoy you will never be able to enjoy again, and when you've lost interest in virtually everything? What do you do when every day is spent worrying about money and when you don't get pleasure from anything? What do you do when most of the things you own are old and break down so often that it's hardly worth trying to repair them? My roommate tells me to look back and be happy at what I used to have, and if it's over, too bad. Hell, if it's over it's OVER, and there's no point in going on. What do you do when all you want is for life to end but when you can't do anything to help it along? What do you do when all you can do is cry? Tangie