another Brief introduction
Posted by Billy Budd on 2002-08-15 22:48:09, ThursdayIn reply to Brief introduction posted by Huckleberry on 2002-08-14 23:14:09, Wednesday
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Hi Huck, Sorry I did not read your comments at BC. They sort of got unread because I have not bothered reading BC today. I am tired of the endless fighting over there. Welcome to Som’s the better board. It is a place where we can talk and exchange ideas without being ridiculed. Som is a great guy for making this resource available to us. As to your platonic stance, I proudly admit to being in many man/boy relations, usually one night stands. God the police would go nuts if they knew what I did. I was very skilled in picking the horny buggers wanting a hot fuck. You see I have never had sex with a boy under eighteen since my eighteenth birthday. But prior to (and actually after) my eighteenth birthday more than a few men humped my willing little butt. And I never once regretted what we did other than to wish I were able to be open about myself. I was a very popular kid, growing up in a small suburban community just before Stonewall. Out of the two hundred kids in my high school class, two boys where known to be gay. And they sure got tormented for it. I was no dummy. No way did I want my buddies to know. And I would get killed at home; my father is a Baptist that still screams about “faggots”. I could have gone through high school jerking off if I hadn’t been sexually involved with a boy from about 2nd to 6th grade. I felt no shame in what we did and only regretted that my mother stopped it once a playmate squealed on us. I was afraid to approach my same aged friends because of homophobia. But once an older boy seduced me in the school library – oops, that is a lie. From a friend I learned that asking for a certain book about Roman history in the school library got you a free tour of a closed off room and more importantly a blow job. Yummers, I took to it like Grant took Richmond. Having gay sex was very reassuring to me. And having a man whisper how enchanted with me did my teeny gay ego a world of good. There are lots more to my story but I think I made my point; sex may not be the answer for everyone. But platonic isn’t either. To each his own. Welcome aboard. |
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